sadness n happiness...

ni la bgunan yg menguji kesbarn ak!!!



hurm...
act nk ctr psal smlm nye kes...
sgt2 cdih.
permohonan ak nk mntk surt tiada tajaan kne tolak...
wt pnat ak g je...
dhla tu, klu nk jgk kne mntk kt unit kaunseling...
dgn kaunselor yg xmsra rakyat tu...
enoughla weyh ak nk g...
ati skit kot...
pttnye usim amk beratla psal student dyorg...
ni x, smue kne setel sndri...
bek xyah dtg blaja klu cmtu...
dtg setel mslh je smpi akhir...
pnatla ak cmni...
dhla dwt xde...
nk mntk surt pn xlpas...
lg kne sound ngn management de r...
ptt ke cmtu???
cdih sgt2 smlm...
rse cm nk pndh u or nk benti blaja je...
ya ALLAH, berila ak kekuatn n ketabahan...
ak blk dr canselori menangis ngn sepuas ati...
tnsion sgt!!!
npe msti org bwhn diperalatkn sprti itu???
jgnla mkn gaji buta klu mmg xikhlas nk keje...
klu ble ak sue, dh lme ak sue usim ni...
nsib bek ptg tu de bkk pose ngn bdk cls tyme sem 2 dlu...
at least, kurg ckit rse tnsion ak...
spt brgelak ketawa ngn dyorg...
kenyang gile mkn...
separuh je nsi dpt hbs...
de tomyam, sayur kailan ikan masin, telur gorg, ayam msak pedas + air sirap limau die yg pahit tuh...
huhu...
thanx frends coz make me hapy =)


my ex-clsmate =)

updating my blog =)

huh...
akhirnye ak update gak blog ni...
setelah sekian lame sibuk dengan asgmnt2 yg brtimbun byknye...
yg sebenarnye dlm mse yg sme sdang blaja membuat blog...
wasting my precious time with something fun...
wee~~~
ni jela yg mampu ditulis...
nk smbg wt akaun yg xth ntah bile bole balance tuh...
wahaha :D

mid valley...

25/6/2009...
today is my last paper 4 short sem.sbjct akidah islamiah.tnsion2.smue dlm bhse arab.xphm.tp dlm hati Tuhan sje la yg th.happy gile r.dh nk hbs exam.pastu nk goin out 2 havin fun.yahooo....xhbs wktu pn lg dh bla dr dewan exam tu.melampau gile.tkut2 cdot, atin n anis dh tggu kt luar.arggh!!!bdk2 cls ak smue dh tgglkn meja masing2.melampau btul.tggl ak ngn kila je xkuar lg.lalu kami pn dgn cpat nye cek jwpn utk kuar dr dwn.wah..best gile dh kuar.ati dh xde kt dwn lg dh.all is bout mid valley.dh excited sgt2 nk havin fun.kuar2 dwn tgk2 mereka dh blk.sbb cdot ingt ak bg isyarat suh dyorg blk dlu mse dlm dwn td.sib bek atin nk amk.klu x menapak la blk acasia.area kol 1 ktorg brtolak.tp agak lmbt sbb dh trlpas tren.en. laxmana xnk ckp suh nek tren tu.jd tggu la tren lg 1.jd dh nk hmpir kol 2 bru ktorg grak.smpi kt mid dh nk kol 3.brkejar nk mkn mcvalue lunch kt mcd.nsib bek dpt.fuhh!!!cadang nye nk tgk wyg.tp tket transformer tu selling fast.jgn hrapla nk dpt.pe lg g men bowling la.1 game je pn.skill bek nye dh men.tp kalah jgk.sob3X =(.nk wt cmne.xde rezeki.tp en laxmana pn kalah.die lwn ngn clsmate die.kebetulan die pn dating kt ctu.tp mereka brdua sgt comel.hee...mereka nk blk dh.ingt nk men 2, 3 game ke.tgk2 jam cm awl lg.en laxmana ajak tgk wyg.kami pn bratur nk dkat 1 jam.tket de.tp hampa sbb de sit 1st row je.klu nk tket mid nite.peh!!!pnat gile brdiri.arghh!!!tnsion2.kecewa xdpt tgk wyg.atin, cdot, ngn anis dh lpas g mne ntah.pastu cri dyorg.tp dh jmpe blk.kami tibe2 tringt nk msuk pets woderland.pe lg.jom!!!wah...sgt wangi msuk tmpt tu.pnin kple otak.rse mual pn de.pets kt ctu sgt comel.geram nye.rse nk cubit2.at dat time, dh xlarat brdiri dh.en laxmana pn dh longlai je.cri r tmpt nk dok.tp xde idea dh.lepak je r.hehe...sementara tggu dyorg2 ni leka tgk pets kt ats tu.dh hbs tu ktorg decide nk seperate.nk privacy la konon nye.kami pn pusing, pusing, pusing, tibe2 rse haus.tp sblm tu de jmpe kdai sweet n candies.sgt trpesona.de gule2.de asam.de mcm2 la.dhla de tester.pe lg.rse jela smue nye.budget cm xnk bli.tp dh wt keje jahat.bli jgk la.tgk2 harge die 100gm rm4.wah...bankrupt btul.melayangla rm 10.huhu...jln2 lg cri mcd sbb rndu nk mkn ice cream together.sgt rmi org kt mid ni.kaye tol rkyt msia ni.pastu haus la plak mkn ice cream je.msuk carefour.bli air.laxmana tanye mne bdk2 ni.pastu ckp la dyorg kt lancome.lancome antara perfume yg dignekn aiza.mahal kot perfume tu.ktorg g la cri dyorg kt cntre mid tu.pnat nye brjln.then decide nk blk sbb laxmana nk men futsal kol 10.tkut xsmpat nk smpi lak.maklumla dh book.jd kami jln dlu g ktm.mereka nk bli ice cream.tringin ktenye.lme jgk la tggu kt bwh tgga ktm tu.smpi trlpas dh tren laxmana nk blk.kne la die tggu next tren.xdpt tgk buah ati kompot.sbb die dh dihntr blk.hee...then anis nk bli tket kt kL sntral.kami brpecah.laxmana blk dlu ngn kompot.sbb kami nk ke KL.anis xdpt bli tket sbb wktu nk book smpi kol 9 je.cian die.kami pn pulang ngn ati yg hampe.huh...pnat gile cerite.luse akn berangkat ke johor.de prog suksis kt sne.pulamar johor... =)

fathers day

happy father's day to my dad.actually nk jmpe n celebrate ngn ayah tp rse cm kewangn xstabil.jd wish jela kn.arini 21/6/2009.nk blk acasia blik dh.amik tket kol 2.30 pm nk blik nilai.dlm bus jmpe echa salim yg dh jd perempuan melayu terakhir.hehe...jd tumpang kn la skali.en. laxmana dh tggu kt t2.cian die.pdhal bus benti kt t1.trun2 bus tgk2 die dh tggu kt t1 pn.eh???cpatnye die smpi t1.terkejut!!!sepnjg perjalanan dr seremban ke nilai, byk sgt excident.jln pn jd sesak.dhla kete waja lak tu.syg gile.nasib bek la kt tol nilai xbyk kete.ktorg hntr echa then g shoppg.hehe...kt giant je pn.tibe2 rse pnat.lpak2 pastu rse cm nk karaoke la plak.haha...malu nye...suare xsedap.tp ari agk lewt dh.kami sgt bergegas ke msjd nilai.fuh...nsib bek smpat.lpas tu mkn kt bonda ngn mereka.agk segan sbb rmi sgt2 bdk2 suksis kt sne.aduh...selalu nye xdela rmismpi cmtu skali.dh hbs tu laxmana pn pulang ke rmh nye.cdihnye kne tinggal.huwaa...hehe...tp kegembiraan tu telah dirampas sbb sth was happen.i called my dad to wish him.pastu xth cmne ble trckp bout family at sgpore.he want me to celebrate eid there.but i cant go without my mom.xpela.myb lpas ni i can go there with my mom using my own money.ikhtibar kt cni jgnla duduk ditakuk yg lme.perubahan tu perlu utk kemajuan diri.evrything make me sad again.i've already get da happiness but sb has taken it back.get out from my life sadness!!!i dont want to think it anymore.its enough!!!